February 2012
1 post
Hurt, but doesn't seem to care.
You. You hurt me. You made the wrong decision. But yet, I still miss you, and think about you everyday. Hoping that the sound of a text message would be you. We went through A LOT. It was completely screwed up. Even though all this happened, I still miss you like crazy, and want to see you more than ever. At first I thought you were actually going to be the one. But I always get that one wrong...
November 2011
2 posts
What do I do?
That time when you meet someone new, but you are still holding that grudge, or whatever it may be over your ex love. You want to be with that new person, you want to love them, you want them to love you back. I feel like i’ll never feel the same way, or have the same kind of feelings for someone else now, because I still love that last one. I want to be with that new person, and think about...
October 2011
5 posts
Tragic, but true.
A year ago today, a friend of mine and many others, Devin Topps lost his life. He was such an inspiration to me, and to everyone else. He had a dream, and he was never going to give up. He told everyone, “NEVER GIVE UP” follow your dreams. Such a smart, funny guy, who had huge dreams and goals ahead of him, and now they are lost. But what I do know, is that he is living his dream now....
so special.
YOU inspire ME,
you are STRONG,
you can make a DIFFERENCE,
you are special.
Hang in there, you can beat this <3
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Oh LIFE.
A legend forever.
“We all have Hitler in us, but we also have love and peace. So why not give peace a chance for once?”
-John Lennon
September 2011
6 posts
Love. Confused. Stuck.
Well, as far as my love life is going, it hasn’t moved since my break-up. I mean, I do think about my ex all the time, and don’t even want a relationship with anyone else yet, but another part of me is saying if you find someone, just go for it. Maybe it’s what’s best for me, and for him, but how would I know, i’m not in his shoes. For some reason I feel like...
Stuck.
Why do I miss you more than I ever have, and love you more than I did before?
I’m stuck on you.
Just a little something.
V. i really did care,
even if you thought i lied.
i still miss you,
but i know you won’t take me back.
so let the moments in my head,
circle round again,
i still miss you.
C. oh well,
i tried, tried to be there
but some times my life isn’t fair,
we played the game, and you made me.
oh well,
i loved you,
the other part of me,
love you,
i still do.
V. this girl is...
"Love" lasts forever.
I keep thinking back on all the memories we had together. I could name off a million of them. No matter how hard I try, I can’t get you out of my mind. We are friends now, and I appreciate that to the highest, but when I see you, it’s still killing me inside every second. I miss the feeling of being in love, and someone loving me back. I want to feel that arm around me, warm hugs and...
Stay Strong; stand like a "Skyscraper".
Skies are crying, I am watching Catching teardrops in my hands Only silence, as it’s ending, like we never had a chance. Do you have to make me feel like there’s nothing left of me? You can take everything I have You can break everything I am Like I’m made of glass Like I’m made of paper Go on and try to tear me down I will be rising from the ground Like a skyscraper, like...
The description of my life..it’s never too...
Is it "Fate", or is it "Destiny?"
You meet someone, whether it be over a social network, or in a public area. That one day you meet that person, you get to know them more and more. In my position, it was over via text message. Yes I know that sounds stupid, or irrational, but the way we got to know each other, was like we were meant to be. Everything in common, the sweetest ever. It may seem wrong to start dating someone after one...
Not even a chance to say "goodbye"
I remember the day you came over to visit with me, my mom and dad. We were all sitting on my couch talking. You were in remission from your cancer. We all said, “everything will be fine, you will be okay”. We talked about the past fun times we had together, even though we had the thought that you would be staying around. At your age of 18, about a year after the chat, you had been...
August 2010
3 posts
Beauty hurts,
but in the end..it will be worth it.
The total opposite?
We’re like fire and rain, you can drive me insane,
but i can’t stay mad at you for anything..
we’re venus and mars, we’re like different stars,
but you’re the harmony to every song I sing,
and I wouldn’t change a thing.
We’re face to face, but we don’t see eye to eye..
have to stay this way..
April 2010
1 post
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February 2010
2 posts
it hurts, and it will go on..
You think you find that certain someone. You look them in the eye, hold their hand, share emotions. You find a talented person who sings for you, and looks into your eyes as if they were staring into your soul. Something just has to ruin everything. Whether it be parents, siblings, friends, something went wrong. Falling for someone is the most amazing feeling in the world, especially if they are...
August 2009
1 post
The time of hell;
It’s been weeks now, feeling sorry, depressed, unmotivated, not wanting to get out of the house and hang out with my friends. My friends would text me to hang out, and i would deny. This time in my life has been miserable, i do not know what to do. It’s like all the good things that have ever happened in my life, fell down a black hole, and never came back. The memories of the good...
July 2009
2 posts
My heart.
My heart is now completely broken, it once was torn in half, now it has been completely shattered. I thought that he could be the one, but I guess i was wrong, now he’ll forget, regret everything that happened between us. My life has changed just in the past couple of weeks, i feel like everything has been turned upside down. What happened to the time when i was a kid, when times were easy?...
June 2009
5 posts
Again and Again
When will this ever end ? I can’t get him out of my head, i just keep thinking about him again and again, it’s ruining my chances to be with other people, I just don’t know what to do anymore. This has happened too many times, but i just can’t seem to let this one go. He will always be in my heart, and again and again it will keep happening, but i just can’t let...
It's so easy to fall for someone--you just have to...
I miss him.
When i looked into your eyes, i became whole,
laying with you, full-filled my soul,
I thought of you as my other half,
just being with you made me laugh,
seeing you smile, gave me butterflies,
just when i looked, into your eyes,
I wanted you to be the one,
my amazing boy in the shining sun.
Writing this my head is spinning,
now is the time, for a new beginning.
“Beauty is a curse on the world, it only keeps us from seeing who the real...”
