The time of hell;
It’s been weeks now, feeling sorry, depressed, unmotivated, not wanting to get out of the house and hang out with my friends. My friends would text me to hang out, and i would deny. This time in my life has been miserable, i do not know what to do. It’s like all the good things that have ever happened in my life, fell down a black hole, and never came back. The memories of the good times are still in my head, while i’m sitting here a mess. I do not know what to do anymore. I want something that will make me happier in life, i want to pursue my dream, find that perfect boy, make more friends, have fun, and forget about all the terrible things that have happened in the past. But is that possible? Can i forget the bad? Can i move on, and think about the future? That i can not even answer myself. Things have changed a lot in the past year. I thought they were going to get better, but i guess i was wrong. I try to make things better for myself, but it just doesn’t seem to work. This is the time in my life, that i would like to call “The time of hell”.
