“Love” lasts forever.
I keep thinking back on all the memories we had together. I could name off a million of them. No matter how hard I try, I can’t get you out of my mind. We are friends now, and I appreciate that to the highest, but when I see you, it’s still killing me inside every second. I miss the feeling of being in love, and someone loving me back. I want to feel that arm around me, warm hugs and kisses. I want to feel that “spark” again. I will always love you forever, and you will always be in my heart. You were my first love, actually even my first boyfriend. One of the most memorable stories I keep thinking about was when I would stay over at your house for the night. In the morning I would always try to wake you up early, and you would always get so mad, haha, but you could never stay mad. What ever I did to try to get you up, I would always see a smile crack on that face, then laughing would start to submerge. That’s love. We were total opposites; but opposites attract I guess. We made it work while it lasted. In my words, it was perfect. Sometimes we would drive each other insane, but we couldn’t stay mad at anything. I thought you were going to be the one. We had so many ups and downs, but always fixed them like a real couple does. I guess all I am trying to explain here is..I miss you, and I love you with all my heart, and I always will. I’ve learned from my “mistake” and to know that it would never happen again, to you, or to anyone. I’m so thankful for the time we had together. I wish you the best. I love you.
